Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Scary Wind



Yesterday while i was playing farm town, my sis came in to ask me to lower down the volume because she is going to have a nap. When she step in my room, she saw a strong wind come from the side of our house.

We heard Kaka shouting downstairs, ask us to run down. The wind was so so so strong, it makes our roof tiles fall down, like rain... We stood there dono what to do... The roof tiles were everywhere around.

The tiles after the strong wind



View from my room window

ignore the camera, see the roof...

After that i get to know there was a serious earthquake at Sumatra. My friends from Penang, Jb and Subang also said that they can feel the floor shaking. So scary.

Please save the earth...

Back to Kelantan

I'm back^^ Home sweet home... Although kinda boring staying here nothing to do, but i still prefer kb than kampar...What a weird thought... I came back with Pei Ling and Yue Lin, they let me realise, what is friends, and really do make me miss my girlfriends... Miss u all T_T



Me & Cpling at MCD^^
Yeah^^

See...The thing can move... Childish me^^
The salesgirl come stare at us after that==

In the Sky Bus^^

Dono why my head like that==

Watching tv with weird emotion==

Sms... Pei Ling do luvs to take pics==

Enjoying my Asam Laksa^^
Old Town Kopitiam^^

Yue Lin with her toast which only contain a little piece of butter inside

Too expensive for us so we eat the sign board^^

Pei Ling with her curry rice^^
White Coffee^^
So fun although it was just a short journey, i'm so glad i have friends like you2^^

Sunday, September 27, 2009

I'm A Gurl

I'm so so so boring. Studying for later exam, 10 chapter without any tips?! Are u kidding? I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy... Went ipoh with Ma Boii just now, without any purpose, just to reduce my stress. Still not comfortable wearing high heels, aduii... I bought a necklace for my sis, hope she'll like it^^




My B and me^^
Lol, purposely dunwan show his face^^


Our tea time was a tiny little small piece of durian cheese cake at Secret Recipe, with orange juice, cost us RM15+...==


Dinner time^^ Not dinner i think, about 5pm...==


Fish n Chip + Steak ^^
I'm fat, rite==
Happie day although my luck is only 3%, thanks for all the lucks my friends^^
Love ya all^^ Muackxxxxxxxx...^^

Saturday, September 26, 2009

为何

真是左右为难
有时我认为
其实这里的生活不错
有时我却认为
我真得不喜欢这里
到底
心里想的是什么
连我自己都不清楚
伤心也是一天
开心也是一天
为何不开心过每一天
说就好听
其实
根本就做不到
为何
总想起伤心的事情
为何
开心的事情会被遗忘
为何
还是搞不清楚自己的心

Friday, September 18, 2009

后悔

昨晚在msn留下的pm
" i'm so boring! somebody chat with me!"
结果早上起来
好多留言
很对不起
我没回复
竟然睡着了

不过
会很感动
至少我知道
还有人在乎我

看回去facebook朋友的照片
才发现
以前的我
是那么的小孩子气

我不爽你
你不爽我的
那些日子
真白痴

为什么既然有缘遇到
有缘认识对方
却要以憎恨来结束

小弟弟小妹妹们
是时候长大了
在这么的无知
长大了就只会像我一样
后悔

Boo Boo


I miss ma baby boo



B so bad

leave me alone facing the comp

but he sleeping in the aircond room





Goin Kl tomorrow

Will be back on Tue or Wed

Should i bring along my notes

or

just ENJOY

p.s: u cant stop me from posting that pic, cuz i really really do love it^^




Thursday, September 17, 2009

Kisses

2nd surprise^^

My B come back with MCD again^^

HOw shock^^

I love u I love u I love u...

Thx for coming back for me^^

给未来的自己

站在狂风的天台一望无际
这一座孤寂的城市
在天空与高楼交接的尽头
谁追寻空旷的自由
阳光覆满这一刻宁静的我
隔绝了喧嚣和冷漠
川流不息的人游荡在街头
谁能听见谁的寂寞
找一个人惶惶相惜
找一颗心心心相印
在这个宇宙我是独一无二
没人能取代
不管怎样怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样
至少我很坚强
我很坦荡
夜幕笼罩灿烂的一片灯海
多少人多少种无奈
在星光里遗忘昨天的伤害
一觉醒来还有期待
我不放弃爱的勇气
我不怀疑会有真心
我要握住一个最美的梦
给未来的自己
一天一天一天
推翻一天坚持的信仰
我会记住自己今天的模样
有一个人惶惶相惜
有一颗心心心相印
抛开过去我想认真去追寻未来的自己
不管怎样怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样
至少我很坚强我很坦荡
我不放弃爱的勇气
我不怀疑会有真心
我要握住一个最美的梦
给未来的自己
不管怎样怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样
至少我很坚强
我很坦荡
未来的你会懂我的疯狂

我爱我

又一个失眠的夜晚
在床上反反复复睡不着
只好坐在电脑前发呆

凌晨五点
后面家的闹钟响了
怎么了
跟我一样
为等下的考试挣扎吗?

为什么
我的部落格
写不出开心的事


看着大家都在享受着大学生活
为什么我会觉得
这样的大学生活
我一点都不想要
我只想逃离这里

还是没那种勇气


看到别人开心地把照片放上网
说着自己的大学生活有多开心
有多快乐的
对我来说
真的是一大讽刺

这样的我
让我自己
都不敢面对自己
有人说
现在没有
不代表以后没有


我深信着

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Monday

I dream that i was working in somekind of shop. Arhhhh, want to go shopping so much...
Monday, study day, arh, i dont wanna go for the conceptual design class, so boring and yet so many assignments ewww... Hate that... EMC presentations today, where is my FORMAL clothes? Omg... Searching and keep searching... SEARCHING...

Lao po should be here by this week but i really got too many assignments to do that i dont have the time to accompany her... So sad, miss her lots lots... Out for dim sum...

To be continue...

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

静 . 镜 . 惊

什么时候开始 又跟寂寞交了朋友
什么时候开始 又开始与熊熊聊天

实在搞不清楚自己 正在逃避些什么
单纯的想过着与别人一样的生活
为什么就是不行我到底那里错了

有没有跌了站不起来的道理?
还是这是我对自己编下的借口 好让我开心一些
试着去触碰 但还是回避
那冷漠的回答 那苦苦的笑容

是不是都得这样下去 是不是都得那么寂寞
冷冰冰的镜片 反射出无数种性格的我
我不相信 我是那么的恐惧
看到镜子里的自己 竟然是那么的可怕

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

[ buzzy ]

What a BUZY week... TOns of assignments to do, more and more photoshop...

I wan a camera, daddy, i wan a camera!!!

More and MORE dota==

Lol somebody help me pls! Drowning==

EMC...T_T

Gonna do the prawny recipe d^^

Buzz Buzz Buzz *

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

[ fast food day ]


Yesterday was my Fast Food Day. Is sushi considered fast food? I mean, we just need to take it from the sushi bar==


Had my lunch with James at Sushi King. It cost us about RM 36+, consider cheap as we used to spend more than RM80 there.

James with his Temaki^^

At first he used chopstick to eat, then i said it will look cute if u use ur hands, then i snap this picture. Isn't he cute? Lol...

The dinner was the HOT DEALS from Pizza Hut. We ordered 2 large pizzas for RM46 (included tax). I ate 5 pieces, Jason 6 pieces, and jeremy 5 pieces. Fiuhhh... Guess what Jason said ... " Let's order 1 more" @@ *faint

Sunday, July 26, 2009

[ The Trip ]

Went to Ipoh with Wei wei , Jeremy and Jason yesterday. I was so so so tired when i get home.


This is the look *

With the best best friend ^^



Look weird with the bowling shoes @@
Four of us^^

Friday, July 24, 2009

镜 . 静

抚摸着光滑的表面 那好似天使的玩偶
细细的羽毛 有如从天而降的白雪
恶魔为什么要跟天使作对
维护我的天使 是否也在静静的望着我

冰冷的钢琴键 那优美的音符
双手靠着 却怎样都弹不出那属于我们的心情
望着镜子里的自己 你是否也会害怕
心里的上千个为什么 该如何回答
试着触碰 却又被冰冷的镜面回避了

那河流似的水 清澈透顶
那纯白的 无忧无虑的
已经无意间被遗忘了
剩下的 只是堆积如山的杂物
剩下的 只是数不清的烦恼

Mod Mud

Great, everyone is on the trip to KL and i was *stuck* in Kampar, this boring place.

Tons of assignments in waiting for me, but i was just too lazy to touch them.

I wanna go shopping!

Bye Bye Kampar

On the phone with mummi just now *

Mummi : Do you have holidays on December?

Me : Maybe, why?

Mummi : Daddy said wanna bring you to Australia.

Me : Wau, for wat?

Mummi : He wanna sent you to study there, so we're going to take a look at the Uni there.

Me : ...

What decision should i make?

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Lalala

sunday . monday . tuesday . wednesday . thursday . friday . saturday

Dear Wei when are you coming! Miss you Lotzz...

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Emo

Emo Emo Emo

Let's emo together... What do i expect?

Disappointed...

I see stars..twinkle twinkle little stars...

Gonna faint soon... @@

SAVE ME

HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME!!!

grrr

I am so PISSED OFF!!!

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Transform

I don't like my Uni life

i repeat

I DON'T LIKE MY UNI LIFE!!!

So sad to talk about this, i've been here in UTAR Kampar for about 1 year ++ and now i realise, i don't want to be here. Everything changed since i get here. I'm transforming, from a girl, to a boy. I miss my GIRL FRIENDS at PJ, i miss the time we went for movie after class, MCD with alot of french fries, singing non stop in Red Box. I miss the time i wake up 2 hours before my class start just to figure out what clothes i'm going to wear that day, and then staring at the mirror, finding shoes... Everything is so nice so perfect.

Now at here, i don't feel like i'm connie yong... Who am i? Why can't things get better? I'm so tired and i'm so pissed off!!! Someone please help me, i'm drowning...

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

[ grow up ]

I'm sick, sad T_T



There are so many things flowing in my mind, that makes me feel so annoying. I wanna get away from this small town, i wanna go somewhere else, i wanna know something more than this, i wanna explore. Waiting for my sis to finish her SPM and we are going to overseas, to learn more and know more.



Haven start doing my postcard design, no idea. The freaking art work is driving me crazy! I wanna get away from all these problems! It's the time for me to learn to be independent. I wanna grow up!

Friday, June 26, 2009

[ TGI Friday ]

Ya, thx god it's FRIDAY^^

What's so excited about Friday? Let's see, i have 4 classes on Friday, nothing to be happy of...
No class for Saturday and Sunday, that's the part^^

Kinda tired now, listening soft music, staring at the monitor, thinking of what to do next. Busy Busy week is coming, how am i going to finish all the assignments!!!

Happy Birthday Yang Yang^^

Miss the b^^ Muah^^

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

[ nobody ]

am i nobody?
i am nobody
am i nobody?
i am nobody
am i nobody?
i am nobody
am i nobody?
i am nobody
am i nobody?
i am nobody

nobody . nobody . nobody

Monday, June 22, 2009

[ poor ]

Oh My Gosh!

I'm really really POOR now. After paying the rental, i have left not much than RM10 in my bank. == No Sushi King, no KFC, no MCD, no PIZZA... T_T

What am i going to do in this situation. Begging? Pls, give me some money, i have nothing to eat. == LOL

Miss my laopo so much, if she's here, we will definitely go to the market and buy some ingredients and cook.

[ MOM ]

Today we have to pass up our MOM [ minutes of meeting ]. The thing i have to do is to create a survey form for UTAR students about obesity. IS obesity a serious issue? I have a big big tummy, does it count? LOL.


Skipped my conceptual design class, althought the lecturer change the time from 12pm to 2pm, there are also less than 10 students. The picture that i'm going to draw with dots is this. I dun think i can have so much patient to draw that.

Well, i am willing to try.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

[ freaking boring ]

NEW HAIR STYLE!!!

Curly curly days ^^

Well, i'm boring, duhhh...

[ papa day ]

Happy Father's Day to all the Daddy ^^

So sad that i cant manage to get back to hometown to celebrate papa day with my daddy T_T

[ DOTA Freak ]

Fiuhhhh...

Today was a tiredy day. Since i wake up at 3, Jason, Jeremy, Ah Seng and me had our "lunch" at 4pm. == After the so called " lunch ", we went to Khakabo for DOTA. Finally i finished watching the drama [ 老婆大人 ] , though Jeremy ask me not to watch too much because he scared that i will become the "ok gai la " <-- in cantonese, which means very fierce women. Had our dinner at YK's shop, [ Y&K ], ate a small bowl of bubucaca, not really taste nice.

Our night end up doing the same thing. DOTA, A Station, i think i really get addicted to it, somebody help me please!!!

Thursday, June 18, 2009

[ begins ]


OH YEAH!!!


New Blog = New Life ^^